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what a difference a day makes right now i have may 5th at 9 05 p.m um on my clock i spoke to o'shea i think about an hour or so ago who passed on the news i'm not typically one for hearsay or gossip so i much rather hold back and wait for the actual news to occur it's hard for me to put into words what i feel like right now um it's it feels like a like a numbing pain if that makes sense it feels like i'm in pain but there's novocaine over my body so i know i'm in pain but i just feel numb forgive me i have a very small family so i'm not accustomed to death amongst my family all my friends you guys don't know this but you'd have no way to know this because you know i've never really talked about this but um i began developing a friendship with kevin about a year or so ago um we just dm'd each other on instagram you know like hey man i like your content hey man i like your content too strange numbers and we just began to have conversations thos